Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me. =D
LOL. Couldn't invite friends to my house for bbq party~
Sorry yea, cause my relatives are coming over and its like 30+ ppl in my house?
My parents don't want more visitors, =O
so yea -.-
Anyway, Ismail ran to his new blog. =D
Please relink! Thank you~
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Friday, January 1
Wednesday, December 30
Succumbed by Weakness.
I feel pissed.
First some snide comments.
Then something i'd rather people telling me,
than just keeping me in the dark.
If there's something that you'll think would hurt me, justfucking shout it to me.
Don't wait for me to hear it in a conversation.
Fucking just pisses me off.
I'm a bomb when i'm close to her.
Her touch burns my skin with electricity,
her voice rings in my head,
her eyes burn right through me.
A weakness that i've somehow developed.
Its like a drug.
Somehow you like it. but it hurts you inside out.
Well i've learnt a few things around you*
To shut up from saying anything stupid that comes from my heart that may hurt you.
To just drown my feelings, sometimes numbing me all over.
To build a wall around me. stoping from anyone to hear my throbbing heart beating for you.
To stop from losing it. Losing it when others give snide remarks.
To give all & expect NOTHING in return
You know I'm tired.
Tired of just drowning myself, not showing.
not showing what i really feel.
I'm not being stubborn, I want to be stubborn.
To just shout out what i want. Don't think of other comments about me.
buts its tiring not fighting, just hearing what others say.
At least if you fight, you can feel the adrenaline rush and the challenge of it.
lol.
But i feel. I feel that i'm finally getting over this drug. =)
The feeling is slowly.slowly fading away.
First some snide comments.
Then something i'd rather people telling me,
than just keeping me in the dark.
If there's something that you'll think would hurt me, just
Don't wait for me to hear it in a conversation.
I'm a bomb when i'm close to her.
Her touch burns my skin with electricity,
her voice rings in my head,
her eyes burn right through me.
A weakness that i've somehow developed.
Its like a drug.
Somehow you like it. but it hurts you inside out.
Well i've learnt a few things around you*
To shut up from saying anything stupid that comes from my heart that may hurt you.
To just drown my feelings, sometimes numbing me all over.
To build a wall around me. stoping from anyone to hear my throbbing heart beating for you.
To stop from losing it. Losing it when others give snide remarks.
To give all & expect NOTHING in return
You know I'm tired.
Tired of just drowning myself, not showing.
not showing what i really feel.
I'm not being stubborn, I want to be stubborn.
To just shout out what i want. Don't think of other comments about me.
buts its tiring not fighting, just hearing what others say.
At least if you fight, you can feel the adrenaline rush and the challenge of it.
lol.
But i feel. I feel that i'm finally getting over this drug. =)
The feeling is slowly.slowly fading away.
The Princess who finally found his Prince.
.
Happy Birthday To you, Sheau jing, xD
Hope you & your prince have a long long fun time together in that castle of yours~
let the prince who killed all the dragons outside the castle die -.-
ouh, and go TAN yourself lar, then more compatible, xP
Happy Birthday To you, Sheau jing, xD
Hope you & your prince have a long long fun time together in that castle of yours~
let the prince who killed all the dragons outside the castle die -.-
ouh, and go TAN yourself lar, then more compatible, xP
Vague thoughts.
Its been a long journey for us, haven't it.
For all those out there, a year has passed without us probably noticing it.
treasure your time, use it wisely"
Live your Life to the fullest. =)
Have not been in a mood to blog recently. =)
its all in a mess, my head.
sometimes i stone. just looking out of my window.
just appriciating the small little details that people just ignore while they walk past.
somethings wrong with me.
Before 12am yesterday,
I almost forgot to call & wish a person Happy Birthday,
like i always do..
Maybe my feelings are going away? =D
shit.fuck.damn.
My Heart still throbs for you.
Anyway, should i have a girlfriend when i go to poly or Jc? xD
I want to, but somehow, I'm sick of girls.
Lets see which idiot can make my heart beat the way she wants it to.
lol.
I want to be myself when i was sec3, =D
I was really free that time, doing what i want. =)
I thought i had no boundaries~
The sky was the limit. =D
& i didn't study that much, my results deproved like KAO. xD
My dad kept on scolding me.lol.
Well, Its 30th of december & I'm going out later with the gang of 13..
for a pot-luck~
Hope we have fun. =)
For all those out there, a year has passed without us probably noticing it.
treasure your time, use it wisely"
Live your Life to the fullest. =)
Have not been in a mood to blog recently. =)
its all in a mess, my head.
sometimes i stone. just looking out of my window.
just appriciating the small little details that people just ignore while they walk past.
somethings wrong with me.
Before 12am yesterday,
I almost forgot to call & wish a person Happy Birthday,
like i always do..
Maybe my feelings are going away? =D
Anyway, should i have a girlfriend when i go to poly or Jc? xD
I want to, but somehow, I'm sick of girls.
Lets see which idiot can make my heart beat the way she wants it to.
lol.
I want to be myself when i was sec3, =D
I was really free that time, doing what i want. =)
I thought i had no boundaries~
The sky was the limit. =D
& i didn't study that much, my results deproved like KAO. xD
My dad kept on scolding me.lol.
Well, Its 30th of december & I'm going out later with the gang of 13..
for a pot-luck~
Hope we have fun. =)
SMILE! =D
Ismail's smile changes alot.
It goes from...
=)
=')
='l
=/
=O
=S
='(
='X
='D
=')
=)
I need a Psychotherapist sooner or later.
It goes from...
=)
=')
='l
=/
=O
=S
='(
='X
='D
=')
=)
I need a Psychotherapist sooner or later.
Today's yesterday~
Went Jogging with Faris & Hasjmy. =D
Had to wait for that Faris in school for 1hour? -.-
saw some of the 3E1 suffering, xD
LOL.
He finally showed up at about 8am there...
Bryan overslept -.-
Went back to school to change, then went to Jiayi's house~
met Bryan there.
Went out shopping~
Reached home at 5pm. =D
Today's Yesterday's Yesterday~
Went out with Joinng & Ericia, go watch Sherlock Holmes, =D
Was Alright bah, =)
but Sherlock Holmes is Awesome!
Can deduce what the opponent will do next while fighting. LOL
Went around Suntec the whole day shop for presents~
Was a fun day. =D
Had to wait for that Faris in school for 1hour? -.-
saw some of the 3E1 suffering, xD
LOL.
He finally showed up at about 8am there...
Bryan overslept -.-
Went back to school to change, then went to Jiayi's house~
met Bryan there.
Went out shopping~
Reached home at 5pm. =D
Today's Yesterday's Yesterday~
Went out with Joinng & Ericia, go watch Sherlock Holmes, =D
Was Alright bah, =)
but Sherlock Holmes is Awesome!
Can deduce what the opponent will do next while fighting. LOL
Went around Suntec the whole day shop for presents~
Was a fun day. =D
Saturday, December 26
Someone.Kill.My.Boredom.
Confirm ah.
I need a holiday from "Zakum Ver. 30" xD
When near it, Ismail is a pile of wreck.
He doesn't act himself, keeps on being very jerky,
keep on staring into space or just daydreaming,
He will have moodswing like KAO~
Spent the day at Jo Inng's house,
those idiots didn't want to watch movie today. =O
so, stuck there watching them make christmas presents~
Didn't feel like blogging yesterday. =)
Went to JiaHui house after my friday prayers. =O
Celebrated with gang of 13.
Didn't feel comfortable. =/
haha. I have the PERFECT gift for Edwin! =D
just that i have not given it to him yet, xP
pictures at Jiahui house can be viewed at facebook~
I need a holiday from "Zakum Ver. 30" xD
When near it, Ismail is a pile of wreck.
He doesn't act himself, keeps on being very jerky,
keep on staring into space or just daydreaming,
He will have moodswing like KAO~
Spent the day at Jo Inng's house,
those idiots didn't want to watch movie today. =O
so, stuck there watching them make christmas presents~
Didn't feel like blogging yesterday. =)
Went to JiaHui house after my friday prayers. =O
Celebrated with gang of 13.
Didn't feel comfortable. =/
haha. I have the PERFECT gift for Edwin! =D
just that i have not given it to him yet, xP
pictures at Jiahui house can be viewed at facebook~
Friday, December 25
Why?
*deleted post*
I thought too much, too emo, so yea, deleted.
I need someone, to help me.
just help me.
cause somehow, i don't know.don't know .
anyone.
CHIPMUCKS! =D
I want watch,lol. mood swing.
Ihate moodswings.hate. -.-
confuses me -.-
I thought too much, too emo, so yea, deleted.
I need someone, to help me.
just help me.
cause somehow, i don't know.don't know .
anyone.
CHIPMUCKS! =D
I want watch,lol. mood swing.
I
confuses me -.-
Thursday, December 24
The Magic Of Sharing, =D
At Faris house now, =D
He's such a good host, xD
Everyone must go his house, xD
Eh..currently practising guitar, Faris teaching me~
later gona go bowling with my family, =)
hope i win my dad, =P
later gona go bowling with my family, =)
hope i win my dad, =P
some awesome guitar videos from youtube, xD
YOU.HAVE.TO.CHECK.THEM.OUT. =D
press those words below~
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